Driving me crazy

**kdm31091** · 01-23-2007, 06:19 AM

GAH! I can't stop thinking about my relocation in summer 2009. How do I put it the heck outta my head? (BTW, the relocation is most likely to Florida unless I change my mind again!)

Ever since I thought of it in October, it's been on my mind. Not 100% constantly but pretty often. I really want to move, sure, but how do I forget it for now? Or do i keep researching to keep me occupied?

**MyAzi** · 01-23-2007, 11:22 AM

You are so young... go enjoy being just that. I can pretty much guess that a lot will happen for you in the next 2 years. You just may feel differently than you do now.

What are all your friends doing with their time?

**kdm31091** · 01-23-2007, 11:23 AM

My friends are mostly in sports - not my thing at all. I'm a more solitary person, making this more difficult.

**MyAzi** · 01-23-2007, 11:32 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by kdm31091

My friends are mostly in sports - not my thing at all. I'm a more solitary person, making this more difficult.

But can't you go just watch? Or mabye help them with fund raising for their teams..things like that. This way you can hang out with them with out being into sprots. It is more about being social.

**kdm31091** · 01-23-2007, 11:42 AM

Well, not to be rude or cut off your ideas, but I'm really more of the "loner" type probably because I'm gay. My school is not the most tolerant so I do not trust myself to hold it from friends if I let them get in too closely. If i tell them, and they somehow become enemies, disaster will strike.

I need ways to have fun on my own and not worry about relocating for awhile. My bf is moving here in the summer - that's exciting - but it's not quite enough ATM!

**MyAzi** · 01-23-2007, 11:48 AM

is there no gay community where you are? You may be suprised and find some of your school friends there. I know my friends daughter got involved here in Wa and found out other kids from her school were gay and she didn't even know it.

**kdm31091** · 01-23-2007, 11:53 AM

I'm sorry to constantly shoot you down - I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR EFFORT! - but there really is no gay community here. And even if I did see people from school, believe me it would be far too risky. My school is far from liberal. Even the principal once accidentally let a slur slip.

So, I need new ideas.

**MyAzi** · 01-23-2007, 05:13 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by kdm31091

I'm sorry to constantly shoot you down - I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR EFFORT! - but there really is no gay community here. And even if I did see people from school, believe me it would be far too risky. My school is far from liberal. Even the principal once accidentally let a slur slip.

So, I need new ideas.

okay how about hobbies??? what do you like to do besides being on the computer?

**kdm31091** · 01-23-2007, 05:32 PM

Well I like to bowl, shop sometimes, etc. Still when I do something like that I'd just be thinking "I wonder what bowling in Florida is like!" LOL I'm a loser.

01-23-2007, 06:19 AM	#1 (permalink)
kdm31091 Member Join Date: Dec 24th, 2006 Location: Wilmington, DE Posts: 213	Driving me crazy GAH! I can't stop thinking about my relocation in summer 2009. How do I put it the heck outta my head? (BTW, the relocation is most likely to Florida unless I change my mind again!) Ever since I thought of it in October, it's been on my mind. Not 100% constantly but pretty often. I really want to move, sure, but how do I forget it for now? Or do i keep researching to keep me occupied?

01-23-2007, 11:22 AM	#2 (permalink)
MyAzi Slave to Sir Azi Join Date: Jan 14th, 2007 Location: Western Washington Posts: 1,303	Re: Driving me crazy You are so young... go enjoy being just that. I can pretty much guess that a lot will happen for you in the next 2 years. You just may feel differently than you do now. What are all your friends doing with their time? __________________ FEEL THE FEAR AND DO IT ANYWAY

01-23-2007, 11:23 AM	#3 (permalink)
kdm31091 Member Join Date: Dec 24th, 2006 Location: Wilmington, DE Posts: 213	Re: Driving me crazy My friends are mostly in sports - not my thing at all. I'm a more solitary person, making this more difficult.

01-23-2007, 11:42 AM	#5 (permalink)
kdm31091 Member Join Date: Dec 24th, 2006 Location: Wilmington, DE Posts: 213	Re: Driving me crazy Well, not to be rude or cut off your ideas, but I'm really more of the "loner" type probably because I'm gay. My school is not the most tolerant so I do not trust myself to hold it from friends if I let them get in too closely. If i tell them, and they somehow become enemies, disaster will strike. I need ways to have fun on my own and not worry about relocating for awhile. My bf is moving here in the summer - that's exciting - but it's not quite enough ATM!

01-23-2007, 11:48 AM	#6 (permalink)
MyAzi Slave to Sir Azi Join Date: Jan 14th, 2007 Location: Western Washington Posts: 1,303	Re: Driving me crazy is there no gay community where you are? You may be suprised and find some of your school friends there. I know my friends daughter got involved here in Wa and found out other kids from her school were gay and she didn't even know it. __________________ FEEL THE FEAR AND DO IT ANYWAY

01-23-2007, 11:53 AM	#7 (permalink)
kdm31091 Member Join Date: Dec 24th, 2006 Location: Wilmington, DE Posts: 213	Re: Driving me crazy I'm sorry to constantly shoot you down - I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR EFFORT! - but there really is no gay community here. And even if I did see people from school, believe me it would be far too risky. My school is far from liberal. Even the principal once accidentally let a slur slip. So, I need new ideas.

01-23-2007, 05:32 PM	#9 (permalink)
kdm31091 Member Join Date: Dec 24th, 2006 Location: Wilmington, DE Posts: 213	Re: Driving me crazy Well I like to bowl, shop sometimes, etc. Still when I do something like that I'd just be thinking "I wonder what bowling in Florida is like!" LOL I'm a loser.

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